If you had asked me two years ago what I'd be doing this Summer, I can promise you that producing a film would not have been my response! My impatience and desire to control my career have finally collided and it's brilliant! I can tell you that it's going to be difficult but so exciting! My newest challenge with the film might be biting off more than I can chew but I'm ready for it. It's funny because people see me as a strong, capable person which I definitely am, but those closest to me know that I have different personalities when faced with a challenge. I let it tear me down before I even face it. It's like I have to get all of the possibility of failure out of my system before I decide to succeed and charge through at full force. I'm a bit of an enigma and sometimes I fascinate myself. It might make me a little delusional but why be hindered by the idea of failure? It's not an option if you want to succeed.
Oh, did I mention I'm also an over sharer? Obviously. I am the most open book you will ever meet! I just don't keep things to myself. There's way too much going on and progressing in my mind to keep anything inside. I'm sure there's some mystery to me somewhere but I feel better when people know everything about me. Unless I don't know you then you get nothing from me. Ha! I might need to work on that but oh well!
God was a little crazy when He made me but I'm so thankful He made me the way I am. I can't imagine being anyone else and I'm so grateful. I love my life and can't wait to really be something that others can be motivate by. I can promise you that everything happening right now is just the beginning. My best quality is my persistence. I will never quit chasing the white rabbit.
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