Even as I'm starting this blog, I literally have 10 minutes to get out the door to work. This past week has been a very busy one and this current one is proving to be the same! Lately I've felt as though I've been rushing to do everything! It's not because I'm procrastinating either, there is just a ton going on all of a sudden. I guess it's both a blessing and a curse but definitely more a blessing.
Funny thing is, when I rush, I expect that everyone around me will understand and somehow fall in line to do the same. Of course this never happens and only leads to my biggest problem, impatience. I am soooooo impatient! And I've tried. I swear. I try to be patient and wait for things to pass but I end up losing the battle. And although I would love to say that I pray and ask God for patience, I definitely do not! Why? Because I know exactly what will happen. He will send me into a ton of situations that will force me to be patient and instead of learning the lessons I've asked him to give me I will only get more and more frustrated. Yes, I am a five year old in this instant!
Maybe one day I will learn patience, who knows. Until then I guess I will just have to realize that forcing things to happen before they're supposed to will never work. I mean, everything goes by God's timeline anyway, not mine.
That being said, I'm rushing out again, to a casting workshop... But don't worry, I'm not late to this one! Thanks for reading and sorry this one came out late ;)
Until next week...
Kimberly
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